This is my quest to figure out answers in life to...whatever happens to us everyday. I have been diagnosed with cancer this past year, and I'm not necessarily trying to figure out why this happened to me, but what is the meaning behind it all.
Monday, April 11, 2011
Breathing Life Into Spring
For the first time in a long time I feel ALIVE today. I don't know what has gotten into me, but I feel GREAT! Maybe it's the spring weather or the flowers starting to bloom? I'm not sure, but whatever it is, it is having a major affect on me. Maybe, now that winter is over, I am starting to feel like I need to come out of hiding and not be such a home-body now.
I try to do things here-and-there around my house throughout the week, but today I'm starting to feel like it's spring-cleaning time. I don't want to sit around and watch t.v. or movies (my favorite pastime). I want to get the cleaning supplies out and start scrubbing away the dust and dirt. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! Who in their right mind WANTS to clean?
Okay, so I probably won't be doing a lot of scrubbing today, but I'm going to dust off the blinds and open them up to let the light shine in. That's a start at least.
I think what is really going on is I just feel like playing some music loud, dancing around my house and singing as loud as I can. So I might as well put the duster in my hand and make good use of it. I went on itunes this morning and added some new songs into my ipod. I love music! I can't play an instrument myself and I'm not the best singer, but I just absolutely love how music fills my soul and makes me feel...however I want to.
I probably sound a little crazy today, but I don't care. I will just play some crazy music then! :)
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